Thoughts

And she knew, she had broken up. She didn't want to open up. But he knew. Now there wasn't any scape. No more smiles, just him and her broken book.

Broken

Bitch you better
Run
Or else youll end
Kissing your
Enemies, just
Not today


-Bell

Lost boy

Am I good enough?

Am I ok?

Is it worth it?, was it worth it?

Those questions were letters for my future self.

Ten years ago and still now

can't seem to find the answer.

Scared

I am not scared of falling,

it would be reidiculous at times like this.

I am scared of him,

and my heart letting him in.

                                                                                                                             -Bell

I am

I am so loud

that when

I am quite

they start to be anxious.

                                                                                                                                 -Bell

My bedroom

My bedroom 

has a sweet smell 

of tears and deceptions.

                                       

                                                                                                    -Bell

Hurting

I punish myself by hurting me a little more,

 a little longer everyday.

 Don't worry though, it's not what it looks like.

                                                                                                                           -Bell